Gutted

Weatherford, Texas, 2010

You see it all the time out in the country; building and houses, abandoned and left to be forgotten. Their once-new facade, beaten and weathered with neglect. A surprisingly fast decomposition aided by scavengers; who—like ants on a fresh kill—pick and pull apart anything of value.

For unknown reasons, this building sits in an empty field, dropped behind a Home Depot Bigbox store. What is remarkable is the condition that the building is left in. Whoever gutted every last bit of scrap didn’t forget to remove the floor while they were at it. Nearly every beam, and non-crucial bit of flooring and support that could be removed, was.

It is an eerie feeling being inside of a building that has four walls and a roof over your head, but completely devoid of a floor. It’s as if the structure is floating just above the ground, never touching.

The attic serves as a small squatter’s settlement. Discarded food packages, beer cans, clothes and sleeping bags lay scattered in the attic. For some, its temporary shelter, or a makeshift crash pad for some young teenagers.

I wonder how long this building will stand there. It’s only a matter of time before it is hauled off on the back of a trailer.

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Project: 60 in 60

Back in December, I started on a project that has been an albatross on my shoulders for few years, inspired by Jim Brandenberg’s Chased by the Light & Looking for the Summer, it inspired me to take on a similar project.

Early attempt from 2003

I Set out, attempting to take 60 quality pictures in 60 days. At the time, I considered myself a “nature photographer” and I put my photography into a tiny box. It was suffocating and an artistic dead end. I knew it, and I wanted to grow more as a photographer. At the time, shooting pictures daily as an experiment was a bit expensive. This was in the film photography days, and I didn’t have any spare money as a college student. Years would go by; after a few false starts, I gave up on the project and forgot about it. I tried it again once I stepped into the digital world once more, but I lost interest over time.

Finally, at the end of 2009, I my creativity was feeling a bit burned out and I was looking for something to re-ignite my fire. And so, I turned again to this project, determined to not only complete it, but to use it as a spring-board to push myself into new areas and to stop that horrible habit of seeing something interesting, but not feeling confident enough to take the time to stop and take a picture.

The project started off with a defined plan and simple goal:

  1. Take pictures all the time.
  2. Take pictures of any kind of subject.
  3. It’s all about building the skills, it’s not about the final 60 images.
  4. Don’t be scared to fail.
  5. Nurture a habit to take my camera wherever I go.
  6. Be bold and take pictures of things that I used to put off.
  7. Cultivate ideas for new projects.
  8. Put it up on flickr, and see what happens.
  9. Keeping shooting long after the 60 days are over.

If I didn’t lay out these kind of goals, I would have taken pictures just to “check off” the day’s image. I would become a lazy photographer and this whole project would be a waste of time. However, with these goals laid out, it would create a framework in my mind of what I wanted to accomplish each time I take a picture. I would constantly ask myself, “What can I do with this situation to make me a better photographer?” With that simple question; I would compose differently, I would stay with the subject longer, I would go places I didn’t usually go or try new techniques that I never got around to trying before. I would experiment a bit each day. It wasn’t all the time, but by pushing myself bit-by-bit whenever I could, the improvements would build on themselves as time went by.

The project was tough on me; some days were a hectic dash during last seconds before midnight. Other times I found myself hard pressed to edit the day down to a single image. When I started, I would spend the entire day with my mind open, and I would fire at whatever caught my eyes. As time went by, I would pre-visualize an image, and then go out, and hunt it down. Even during what I thought was a bad week or two, I still persisted, determined to finish.

It was fun, and a month has since passed and I find that I have accomplished everything I intended with the project. This has become a catalyst in ways that I never thought when I started. I’m shooting new subjects, I’m shooting places I usually don’t go to, and it has given me a good half-dozen ideas for projects that I am now in the process of working on. If you ever get the chance to give yourself an assignment like this; do it with the right motivation and it will pay off many time over.

Day 19, Gravel Road

view the complete set on my flicker stream

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Why, hello there

This is the inaugural, official “not-official” post for this blog; a personal, and purposely not-too-professional journal about photography. Topics from my own creative process, to industry chatter.

This is where I let my hair down, and be less restrained when it comes to my thoughts on photography. Lots of boring stuff I promise you; but hopefully, a few interesting nuggets from my brain will make this all worth-while.

enjoy your stay,
-Patrick

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